Seven

It's been seven weeks since I was last allowed the pleasure of an orgasm, and I'm feeling every bit of it. And not like one would think, either. My desire has been peaky; what I mean is that I'll chug along completely uninterested in sex, and then, bam! – I'm right there at the edge. Before, it was a constant low buzz of desire that was built up. Now, it's peaky. Time will tell if this changes. Seven weeks. And, I know it will be at least a month more. The other day, I told my Keyholder that she could keep me as long as she wanted – even a year if she wanted. I'm afraid of her taking me up on this offer, actually. I'm not sure if I could handle it. But I am willing to offer it.