Saturday, June 29, 2013

Weekend!


 I get to spend some quality time with my Keyholder this weekend. I might even be let out of my cage:)  I can’t wait. I’m definitely in sub-chastity headspace by now, and it’s been only around a week…
In other news, my Keyholder is having me draft up a chastity contract. It’s been an incredible turn-on thinking of all the eventualities and rules. With this contract, I commit myself even more to her. I’ll keep the blog updated when I finish the contract.

Thursday, June 27, 2013

De-Baseline

A week into chastity, and I find myself falling at my Keyholder's feet, licking fervently, eating the leavings she dropped on the ground. I am completely enthralled with her. She's been flexing her dominant powers, and I am completely helpless to her, and happily so. All I want to do is exist as her footstool, right now. I've been in a much more subservient headspace, eager to please, ready to acquiesce, desirous of serving her. Looking for opportunities to serving her, actually.
Last night, she had me service our peg-dildo. I set it up in our closet, jutting out about a foot off the ground. I knelt down, splayed my legs, and wrapped my lips around it. I counted off the seconds on the clock set in front of me, and for five minutes I did not let my lips leave it. I serviced that cock, as she wanted. It was a stark reminder of the power she wields over me. Heady, and intoxicating. I kept wishing it was her strap-on that I was servicing.
If any dommes reading this have any doubt as to chastity, believe me, it will make for a very willing slave....
My Keyholder awaits. I go to serve her now...

Monday, June 24, 2013

Enthralled

Back in the cage, I feel safe. I greeted my Keyholder and kissed the key that hangs around her neck, the key that holds my – her – manhood in check. It's been three days since I was locked back in the CB-6000. In that time, I've slipped back into my submission comfortably, like putting on an old, beloved shirt.
On Sunday, I went to my Keyholder's for chores and drudgery. I cleaned bathrooms, installed a faucet, scrubbed the floor clean on my hands and knees, and did assorted other chores. It's funny, I don't feel particularly turned on while I do this slave-labor, but I do afterwards at the thought of it. I like being owned, and, like a thoroughbred that hates being cooped up in the pen, I long to run and be ridden hard and put away wet. I was exhausted afterwards, and it was a wonderful reward to fall asleep in my Keyholder's arms.

Friday, June 21, 2013

Back in the Clink

I'm locked up again. Mark it on the calendar...June 21, 2013 (Do I need to include the year??  Yikes!).  Back in the CB for who-knows how long...It'll be interesting to see how this stint goes after my last long time in chastity...

Thursday, June 20, 2013

Complications and Resolutions

It's been a complicated week for me, with much soul searching. I'd upset my Keyholder over matters I won't go into here, but sufficed it to say that I felt pretty damn horrible. I was finally able to win an audience with her a couple of days ago, and we ended up, after much soul-bonding, working things out. This eventually got us to the bedroom, where she took what is rightfully hers with her strap-on. It felt right to be so penetrated. I keenly felt her ownership wash over me as she did so, and it felt wonderful. Really, all I want is to submit to her, and have her take me, demand of me, own me. It is in her ownership that I feel most safe and most at home. And, as if I wasn't already lucky enough, she let me come. So, the clock starts back, today. No telling when the next time will be.

I get to do chores for her this Sunday, so I'm excited about getting to serve her again. I look forward to it.

Sunday, June 16, 2013

Great weekend

My, my, I spent a wonderful weekend with my Keyholder. I had the privilege of pleasuring her for two days, and she pleasured me as well. She allowed me a few mind-blowing orgasms. I do so love these; they bring us so close when they happen. During the last one, though, she promised an extended time in chastity next. The gleam in her eye told me she was serious. As we ready to part, I already miss her. I know it will be less than a week before I see her next, but that looks very far away.

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Anticipation

It's been a long three days since I last saw my Keyholder. But I get to see her tomorrow, which will be great. We're planning on going to a club over the weekend, too, and it will be nice to get out with her. The days drag on when I don't see her; we've both been busy with life and what-not. I can't wait to see her and please her and feel her teasing touch...

Monday, June 10, 2013

Back in Chastity

It's been a little while since I posted. Like a runner after a long race, I'd relaxed quite a bit after my last long stint in chastity. Well, I'm back in chastity. Yesterday, my Keyholder had me pleasure her but denied me orgasm. I went to bed frustrated and happy. What an odd combination – but one any devotee of chastity would understand. I won't see her again until Friday, which seems very far away indeed. I hope to lavish attention on her next time I see her.
Overall, I did not experience a huge drop in my servitude (right, my Keyholder?) after my last release. In the past, I'd grown sullen or uninterested after release. This last release (overall release after the almost three months of chastity) has proved, different, though. I'm not sure why. Maybe it's just the momentum, the conditioning of catering to my Keyholder. In any case, I hope to continue my servitude towards her in a manner she finds eminently satisfying.